Saturday, October 29, 2005

that heady feeling

the place is literally deserted and there are few people around. the few people engage in muted conversations and i sit behind my screen here, thinking.
it's going to be the last time i ever come back on a saturday for this year and that is sure cause for celebration.
that heady feeling is beginning to return, the feeling of looking up into the sky and not knowing where the blue begins or ends, and not even caring.
life is going to get better now that the busy lull has ended and what remains is the heavy paperwork, but surely, that can be done quickly and there's nothing really to think about.
i foresee more hot afternoons when i can actually breathe and look around and see the world empty, others cramped in airconditioned buildings.
i foresee freedom and the smell of what september should smell like.
i forsee more cities in the blinding darkness and spotlights.
i foresee so many things, myriads of unending possibilities and life is good at this point.

i am who i am and no one else comes close to being me.

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