the dream

now that i happened to see some photos, well, that reminded me of my dream last night. i've been dreaming many funny dreams lately. and when i used to be able to sleep well, i toss and turn with the brimming excitement of a new day. not that i'm really enthusiastically looking forward to it, but the mind doesn't want to dim.
someone suddenly had a heart problem in my class today and i almost died.
eyes rolling back, shaking, trembling and leaning onto her classmate. scary shyte.
i dreamt many dreams.
i dreamt of my long dead hamster scurrying around and i was looking for it and i didn't manage to find it in the end but it didn't matter since what we are looking for all the time - we find that in the course of looking for it, we lose the need to possess it. and hardly, because nothing can really be possessed bu anyone.
my dream last night was not about my hamster, which i dreamt about the pst few days, but rather, it was about the woman whom i assume has an agenda.
in the dream i had a brother, an elder brother and while i'm the only child in real life, it felt plausible that i knew how it felt to have a sibling at that moment.
so the woman with an agenda wanted to go to erm, some country with my supposed brother. and i was telling him that once you go, you're bound to have sex with her and doesn't anyone think otherwise? because once you share a hotel room, chances are that you might have sex. so i couldn't let him do this to himself, particularly not with the woman with an agenda who really always has an agenda all the time.
so i grab him and i do not let him leave and we end up in a bundle of tears and it suddenly gets very hot.
urgh.
this is an anti-climax and you're wondering why you read till here, but i'm going to end and yes i did have this dream and i'm going to mark worksheets now.