biatch

i'm not so sure who i'm scolding. but byatch anyway.
i dont get highly personal in this quiet blog of mine but i'm extremely pissed right now, so have to get it off my chest.

i think it is very rude to give handphone numbers of your friends to your other friend who has just graduated from NTU accountancy and is now working like a dog in some filips securities or whatever crap. and it must be out of pity because your friend speaks like she is reading from a script and cannot even sound natural.

like hello? we are only secondary school friends and we HAVE NOT EVEN MET IN RECENT YEARS AND THE ONLY TIME I HEAR YOUR NAME IS WHEN IT IS MENTIONED IN THE COURSE OF HER SPEECH:

"your frien J.C has found our advice to be extremely useful and would like to share this plan with you"

or something like that it went.

so i go

"i'm not interested."
yah lor, straight to the point isn't it? come 'on, don't waste your time and mine, but i was still too polite to SAY THIS OUT LOUD.

and in her blur voice, spastic and trying to sound like she is reading from a script again.

"oh. but i haven't actually told you what i've called for so how come you can tell me that you're not interested?"

(What the fark! it's obviously the INSURANCE THING OR SOME FINANCIAL PLAN THING)
I HAVE BRAINS EVEN IF YOU DO NOT.

so she goes on. and on and on lah. about the stupid plan or advice or whatever shit i don't know because i was cutting up my mango sale plastic bags to admire my loot ad i was trying to make noise so she could tell that i was doing something else and wasn't interested.
WTF!

so i go "umm' and "ah" and at the end, she suggests a meet up.
so the 2 words come up again,

"not interested".

so she goes

"oh, (blah blah shit) so could we continue to keep in touch with you?"

NO ! I SAY

"oh why not? J (my stupid friend's name) has some friends also interested in this (I DOUBT SO LOR!)

"NOT INTERESTED"

" OH THEN WHY not you seek a time to meet up with J and talk to her about this plan?"

"i have in fact asked her why she has given my number to a stranger and she has not replied."

"oh, (and here is the clincher) i GUESS J IS VERY BUSY SINCE SHE IS WORKING AT ERNST AND YOUNG".

wah lao eh, is that any of my farking biz? why the ^%$# should i care even if she is working at a top end company? is that meant to make me think that since such a highly talented individual as J is taking up your stinking plan, that i should do so as well?

so later she goes on to introduce the stages of the plan and I HANG UP ON HER HALFWAY! SHIOK LOR. PEACE AND QUIET.

i guess i've lived in the shadows enough to really emerge from the shadows a stronger person than J ever was or whoever the crap in my secondary school who pretended to fit in have ever done.

and to J: the former school belle who evicted laughter from a guy friend upon hearing this. take that.

*disclaimer: no name mentioned, so don't come crying.
i need to let off steam, what goes around comes around.
filips people better not call me anymore. or they;ll get it.